|The first NA meeting I attended, that I wanted to attend was in Madison TN on a Tuesday. The shock to me was that people were smiling and laughing. I had not heard true laugher in so long. I was amazed that people could be happy without drugs. I thought I would be miserable forever. And I thought I was a failure for not getting clean on my own. During the meeting one guy walked across the room to give another gentleman a tissue because his ex-wife has passed. I was blown away and curious. I have been lucky that was my last white key tag and that I found this fellowship which saved my life and taught me how to live.